where is my uni letter?
how come a lot of ppl get the ntu letter n i still don't have
does it mean i am rejected by them?
or i failed my interview? haiz
or is it I submitted late so receive my letter late?
but it cannot be. cuz my interview is quite early. haiz
am i not able to get the desired course in uni?
Getting 3As does it mean that I'm juz an average?
there are still many outstanding students than me. sianz
2dae, I went for smu interview. It seem that i screwed it.
Though, I'm not very keen in getting to smu, it means i gt 1 less chance of getting in uni.
these are the thoughts that kept running through my mind.
Does it mean that i cannot get to ntu. I hop3 not

I started my temp admin job in JMJ associates 2dae. Need to work there for another 3 days.
At first when my agent told me abt the place, I thot it was not a gd environment to work in. But, after I go to the place, it was quite a nice place. Like very high-class. Somemore, the pantry is very nice. It is well-equiped with all electrical appliances. There is fridge, micowave oven, water dispenser and utensils. There are also biscuits, oreo n sweets. hahas
The people there are friendly and the person in charge of me is also quite nice. She is an American with a strong american ascent. Sometimes, she will speak quite fast till I cannot catch. It is a bit tiring trying to catch wat she is saying. So, I think the place I working is only suitable for working short-term. Lols. 2dae, the tasks she give me are quite simple. It is juz that I haven get the hang of doing the travel itineary. Sianz. It is so complicated. Guess I'm not familar with it ba. I wake up super early 2dae. so long I never wake up so early. I'm so tired now.

think tt's all. lalalala.
missing everyone! .... my candy, my gossip group for gossipes, the gals misses*
n hu chat with me everynight last time...misses*
daphn3,
i know tt things will not be the same again. but memories still linger in my mind everytime

some random thoughts

不知不觉又过了几天
我想我习惯了忽略
去忽略没你的时间
不近不远走在谁身边
我想我适应了一切
这一切没你的时间
某条路某条街某首歌某间店
某种熟悉但如今却刺眼
不碰触不跨越为自己留一些安全界线
谁都以为不听不看也就没感觉
一转身才发现空气里面
依旧飘散着记忆的气味
谁有所谓或无所谓也不能改变
原来是我在爱上你的那瞬间
就困在围墙里面

how true it is.
tHe more u tRy to 4gEt, the more u find it hard to do it.
even if u try not to contact or see the person,
memories still lingers. misses*
everYthing u do or see will sTill make u think of that person
is it really tt hard to 4get some1? i wonders