Wednesday, May 7, 2008   
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haiz. Why are things not going the way I wanted? Life is indeed not a bed of roses.
I'm so sad cuz I failed to get into ntu acct or biz. It shattered all the hopes I have in ntu.
I received the letter saying i gt into ntu bioengineering which is my fourth choice today. I juz hope that it is a dream but how true it is. Many of them ask me to go appeal. But I doubt appeal will be that easy. Somemore, the appeal period is from 14 May to 7 June. Such a weird timing. At the same time, when I checked online, I think I gt into smu biz. It is so tai go. I thought I screwed up the whole interview and I'm not as outstanding as the others during the interview. I spoke bearly in the interview. Actually, I have no intention to get into smu. It is not my dream uni. Why is it I failed to get into my desire uni and I gt the uni which I not really have much interest in? Why? Shouldn't they switch and that will be perfect. I'm not saying that smu is not a gd sch. In fact, it is a relatively good sch and it stands out from the other uni as a very vocal sch. Some news have even reported that the salary for new graduate is the highest for smu. It is a school that is able to train u to survive in this competitive business world. But, I juz feel that their education is not suitable for me. It is too competitive studying in this sch and the fees are really expensive. That will be a huge burden for my parents who will be struggling to pay for both my bro n me the school fees if I gt to smu. Haiz. 
This letter really spoil my day. so sianz.Furthermore, I think my redhill job sure don't have already. Another setback.Lately, life has been so boring and routine. Everyday is just working and then after that is using com and watching tv. So montonous. I need some colours in my life. Date me out!. I'm free
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