My life is so screwed up. I have not been up to the capability that I thot i will have. Everything I done is not up to my expectation. Things don't turn up as fun/well as I thot it will be. My commitment and responsibility seemed to be deterred by relationship and strained as it passed by. It makes me lose the momentum to do things. I seemed hard to excel in anything that I do. tired and just tired. I have not been feeling really happy and enjoying it ever since it started. It started all with impulse and a wrong decision made. After that, it just became a chain of consequences which I trying to accept it. I'm just losing and losing as it passes by. Sometimes, I ever wondered why do we have to do thing for the sake of impressing something or someone. it seemed....
Just feel that I wouldn't do well for anything I do.